hais sorrie guys .. shiok long nv update le .. this week reli happened alot of tings i cant imagined .. am i dreamin .. hais reli wan break down le .. Argh!! hais long story .. i reli cant imagined this kind of ting will happened .. stunned and shoked luckily got ''him'' to be with me every time .. hahas i reli miss him .. kekes alrite i admit i love him k? hahas deeply falling in love with him le .. hais but think between me and him i impossible .. hahas todae kinda sad of st john stuff reli cant take it .. feel lyk jumping too .. hais i damn stressed out man shiok many tings to do and settle .. hais i reli miss my old self .. e freedom e way i am free of STRESS!! i have e way i wan to act in .. how wld ppl understand how i feel .. i wishing he will really noe wad i am tinking .. hais too much tings to tink le .. scared i will breakdown soon .. hais mabe gonna be .. hais tired in life man .. why why why??
hais guys sorrie i need more time can to reli face it to even overcum e fear in my heart .. reli thanks all e support and encouragnment u ur have shown to me .. hais e concern is lyk endless i am reli thankful of e grp of frens and family i have now .. but nw i am concerning is everyone yah even ''him''hais
ba0bei: sorrie i reli can control my tears reli i reli reli cant .. how?i reli wish this world world cum to a stop .. hais i reli feel terrible but i am rather alrite after cryin yah .. tml got commendation mux takkaire wors .. wo xiang ni .. lurbb ya too ...